This was incredibly validating to read; thank you so much for sharing. Spiritual bypassing is such an easy trap to fall into for the exact reason you said - it makes you feel like you're doing *something* to heal, but it's all just another bandaid. My true spiritual awakening began when I started to dig deeper, and treat the wounds from the inside out. It hurts like hell, but the more I do it, the more naturally I find myself actually following spiritual practices without *forcing* myself to. I meditate when it feels right. I sit out in nature just because I feel like it at the time. Sometimes it seems like the whole world has it all backwards.
Awakening is a shitstorm of every emotional state that requires all the things you’ve said to navigate it. I’m glad you’re keeping it real. Excellent piece that I’m certain will hit a few nerves among the spiritual gurupreneurs.
You nailed it—awakening really is a chaotic shitstorm of emotions and the world’s overflowing with garbage advice. It’s high time we put the boot in those gurupreneurs who exploit vulnerabilities. Cheers to cutting through the noise and getting back to what really matters!
Indeed. And I think a lot of our modern malaise is rooted in the near impossibility for most people to navigate overflow. Even *if* they had the knowledge, they often don't have the time. So, either they avoid it all, or they, unh trying to keep in-metaphor, dumpster dive at random.
And this isn't limited to finding good self-help advice or course. We're drowning in choice and information and it's brutalizing our psyches.
Spiritual awakening is a deeply personal and often intricate journey that can evoke a wide range of emotions. It may not be exhilarating for everyone. It’s important to share a common understanding of what this experience involves. I’ve felt that I've had a few experiences with the concept of spiritual awakening. But, I question the idea of being enlightened as figures like Buddha. I feel I'm just an ordinary as others as I'm a human — it’s just that I've had some experiences outside the norm. My path has not anything but a purely ecstatic experience. Rather, it has been filled with challenges that have shaped my understanding of today’s world and the issues we face.
At times, I find myself overwhelmed by grief regarding the state of our planet. Yet, amidst these feelings, there’s a sense of intrigue in exploring this journey. I’ve encountered beautiful moments, but they have also compelled me to face some tough truths about myself and the world around me. The context of our lives is crucial in this exploration.
As I reflect on what leads to enlightenment and the purposes it serves, I can’t help but ask who we are ultimately nurturing through our own growth. This contemplation is guiding me as I learn how these insights influence my relationships with others and my connection to the wider world. It’s a tender journey, and I’m grateful for the lessons it continues to offer.
I can appreciate the depth of your journey and the challenges you’ve faced—it’s not all ecstasy, for sure, as a former resident of rock bottom.
It’s interesting, though, how even in the midst of grief and tough truths, there’s still a sense of wonder. Perhaps true growth lies not in seeking a singular ‘enlightenment’ but in the openness to every experience no matter how complex or difficult. Isn’t it fascinating how each moment, whether joyful or sorrowful, adds a new layer to our understanding of ourselves and the world?
Maybe it’s in embracing the ebb and flow of these emotions—without needing to label or define them—that we begin to tap into a deeper, more expansive version of spiritual awakening. What if the real journey is about staying curious, constantly exploring, and allowing the unfolding to shape us, rather than having all the answers? Curious of your thoughts.
I appreciate you acknowledging my points, Emma. Let me consider what you've said. It’s important. You addressed the importance of not getting locked into rigid thought patterns. It’s been something I've had to learn to work with, as I like to feel like I have the answers. The idea of not having the answers is to surrender to the unknown. This can be terrifying. Today's political landscape challenges the notion that we have no understanding or grasp of tomorrow. What it brings to mind is human agency. How can we be a force for good when it feels like the deck is stacked against us? What is the purpose of gaining knowledge, perspective, or understanding if we cannot make changes that may alleviate human suffering? This is what comes to mind right now. It is something that I need to sit with. I don't have the answers, but it’s something I find myself wrestling with on an almost daily basis.
I'm not sure I've addressed what you just said, but this is how I feel right now. I've been in a state of grief.
I'm curious. However, curiosity and openness does not feel like enough.
It sounds like you’re in a deep place of reflection, and that’s powerful. Sometimes not having the answers opens up the possibility to explore better questions. Grief can strip us down, but it also leaves space for unexpected growth. As for human agency, maybe it’s less about having all the answers and more about how we engage with the world in small, meaningful ways. Perhaps the wonder is in the process of questioning itself, rather than in finding the perfect solution. What do you think of that?
The delicacy of ego.. being egoless is my unhealthy ego trying its luck.
I find the deep ancient kabalistic writing and practices to be a guide to this state of ego. Humble but full, in awe with all there is, mission driven while still.
I like the way you put that—being “egoless” is just your unhealthy ego trying its luck. That’s about as paradoxical as it gets.
Ancient texts always have the most fascinating blueprints. Crazy how they are literally so far behind us and spiritually lightyears ahead. Really makes you wonder…
This was incredibly validating to read; thank you so much for sharing. Spiritual bypassing is such an easy trap to fall into for the exact reason you said - it makes you feel like you're doing *something* to heal, but it's all just another bandaid. My true spiritual awakening began when I started to dig deeper, and treat the wounds from the inside out. It hurts like hell, but the more I do it, the more naturally I find myself actually following spiritual practices without *forcing* myself to. I meditate when it feels right. I sit out in nature just because I feel like it at the time. Sometimes it seems like the whole world has it all backwards.
Yes! Yes! Yes! I live for these stories. Thank you for sharing.
Awakening is a shitstorm of every emotional state that requires all the things you’ve said to navigate it. I’m glad you’re keeping it real. Excellent piece that I’m certain will hit a few nerves among the spiritual gurupreneurs.
You nailed it—awakening really is a chaotic shitstorm of emotions and the world’s overflowing with garbage advice. It’s high time we put the boot in those gurupreneurs who exploit vulnerabilities. Cheers to cutting through the noise and getting back to what really matters!
`the world’s overflowing with garbage advice.`
Indeed. And I think a lot of our modern malaise is rooted in the near impossibility for most people to navigate overflow. Even *if* they had the knowledge, they often don't have the time. So, either they avoid it all, or they, unh trying to keep in-metaphor, dumpster dive at random.
And this isn't limited to finding good self-help advice or course. We're drowning in choice and information and it's brutalizing our psyches.
Live life as if you are Winnie the Pooh ☯️
Follow that trail of honey 🍯
This title wins it all!
Spiritual awakening is a deeply personal and often intricate journey that can evoke a wide range of emotions. It may not be exhilarating for everyone. It’s important to share a common understanding of what this experience involves. I’ve felt that I've had a few experiences with the concept of spiritual awakening. But, I question the idea of being enlightened as figures like Buddha. I feel I'm just an ordinary as others as I'm a human — it’s just that I've had some experiences outside the norm. My path has not anything but a purely ecstatic experience. Rather, it has been filled with challenges that have shaped my understanding of today’s world and the issues we face.
At times, I find myself overwhelmed by grief regarding the state of our planet. Yet, amidst these feelings, there’s a sense of intrigue in exploring this journey. I’ve encountered beautiful moments, but they have also compelled me to face some tough truths about myself and the world around me. The context of our lives is crucial in this exploration.
As I reflect on what leads to enlightenment and the purposes it serves, I can’t help but ask who we are ultimately nurturing through our own growth. This contemplation is guiding me as I learn how these insights influence my relationships with others and my connection to the wider world. It’s a tender journey, and I’m grateful for the lessons it continues to offer.
I can appreciate the depth of your journey and the challenges you’ve faced—it’s not all ecstasy, for sure, as a former resident of rock bottom.
It’s interesting, though, how even in the midst of grief and tough truths, there’s still a sense of wonder. Perhaps true growth lies not in seeking a singular ‘enlightenment’ but in the openness to every experience no matter how complex or difficult. Isn’t it fascinating how each moment, whether joyful or sorrowful, adds a new layer to our understanding of ourselves and the world?
Maybe it’s in embracing the ebb and flow of these emotions—without needing to label or define them—that we begin to tap into a deeper, more expansive version of spiritual awakening. What if the real journey is about staying curious, constantly exploring, and allowing the unfolding to shape us, rather than having all the answers? Curious of your thoughts.
I feel like I'm on my own journey. I'll do that. Thanks.
I appreciate you acknowledging my points, Emma. Let me consider what you've said. It’s important. You addressed the importance of not getting locked into rigid thought patterns. It’s been something I've had to learn to work with, as I like to feel like I have the answers. The idea of not having the answers is to surrender to the unknown. This can be terrifying. Today's political landscape challenges the notion that we have no understanding or grasp of tomorrow. What it brings to mind is human agency. How can we be a force for good when it feels like the deck is stacked against us? What is the purpose of gaining knowledge, perspective, or understanding if we cannot make changes that may alleviate human suffering? This is what comes to mind right now. It is something that I need to sit with. I don't have the answers, but it’s something I find myself wrestling with on an almost daily basis.
I'm not sure I've addressed what you just said, but this is how I feel right now. I've been in a state of grief.
I'm curious. However, curiosity and openness does not feel like enough.
It sounds like you’re in a deep place of reflection, and that’s powerful. Sometimes not having the answers opens up the possibility to explore better questions. Grief can strip us down, but it also leaves space for unexpected growth. As for human agency, maybe it’s less about having all the answers and more about how we engage with the world in small, meaningful ways. Perhaps the wonder is in the process of questioning itself, rather than in finding the perfect solution. What do you think of that?
This is really so solid!
The delicacy of ego.. being egoless is my unhealthy ego trying its luck.
I find the deep ancient kabalistic writing and practices to be a guide to this state of ego. Humble but full, in awe with all there is, mission driven while still.
Thanks for writing.
I like the way you put that—being “egoless” is just your unhealthy ego trying its luck. That’s about as paradoxical as it gets.
Ancient texts always have the most fascinating blueprints. Crazy how they are literally so far behind us and spiritually lightyears ahead. Really makes you wonder…
Yes yes yes !!!
Your posts really never disappoint
Thank you. We are the same kind of weird.